butterfliesOdream

2005-07-25T16:44:00.000-07:00

wei wei.. haix.. nw crm.. finish presentation.. so bowred.. omg.. hmm.. ii noe euu r lookin.. moii crm teacher.. coz ii'm gona change moii blog address soon.. wahaha~ catch mii if euu can.. lalala~ going crazy.. actullai oso no mood.. haix.. nv slp.. feel lik dying.. wahaha~ mr tan.. ii'm gona change moii add.. blar blar blar..~

2005-07-24T19:30:00.000-07:00

it's been sum tym since ii update moii blog.. hmm.. nv go out.. so decide to blog.. ytd is another bad experience.. tot everyone go out happily.. play have fun at MOS.. make mii so guilty for wat happen ytd.. sorri arhx siam kia.. if ii noe ii wun cum towards euu guys de.. dui bu qi.. argh.. damn angry.. can see everyone is beri not happi.. went home at 5 plus 6.. hav to help kele.. so all the way nv slp.. ytd ish the 1st tym kana chase by ppl.. reallii sorri everyone.. i didnt noe euu guys r juz in front.. if ii noe ii wouldnt hav run over to euu guys.. haix.. hope today euu guys r fine.. prayin hard.. plz dun chong dong kies.. pls reply moii msg and ans moii call.. at least let mii noe euu guys r fine..

2005-07-08T10:02:00.000-07:00

hmm.. so bored lorx.. stupid ite klz.. dun even understand a bit he tokin abt.. so decide blog abit.. wahaha~ going crazy tis few days.. dunno y.. heart feelin so uneasy oso dunno y.. tink dyin soon bahx.. hmm.. anyway leg swollen til lik pig liddat.. haix..~ pain* lorx.. omg.. ^i dun wanna noe.. shi qu ni you duo tong.. wo zi yuan wei ni cun zai.. jiu suan zhe shi jie say wo cuo cuo wo NO NO NO^.. hmm.. [i dun wanna noe] so nice.. so sweet.. still in search for moii prince charmin.. wahaha~

2005-07-06T12:49:00.000-07:00

hmm.. nw juz finish tec tutorial.. slackin in class.. haix.. ytd so pai seh.. wear high heels den the heel stuck in between the gap on the floor.. den kana di siaox til i go bonkas.. OMG!! so sianx.. dunno y tis few days.. feeling not tat bad bahx.. juz feel lik passing the days.. muz find new target.. start life afresh.. new reborn life.. but hu can i find wor.. perhaps i alreadi hav sumone in moi mind.. but tt's not gona happen coz our distance are still so far apart.. though noe each other quite long le.. but.. ur expectation is high.. nv gona reach it.. rite.. forget it bahx.. we'll see.. i guess!!!

2005-07-06T00:00:00.000-07:00

wahaha~ so sianx.. nothing to do.. juz blog up abit bahx.. ytd.. woo~ scary.. wahaha.. nw realize so many ppl so not steady de.. lucky ytd yaya help mii.. bu ran wo shi de gen can.. lol.. nv tot tat i almost being slash and stab.. so scary.. moi face.. almost.. ur fuking knive almost slash moi face.. if euu does.. i'm gona kill euu.. i swear~ ANd stop disturbing moi frenz.. or i'll hate euu more and more.. til the end of tym.. though all the ting oso not euu do de. but is ur frenz.. UR means u as well.. hate euu all.. shit* hmm.. yaya sistahx.. lurve euu til the end of tym.. nv regret havin euu as moi sistahx.. wen.. euu oso.. lurve euu guys so much..

2005-07-01T09:28:00.000-07:00

omg.. it's morning olredi.. hmm.. happy.. 1st test..! PASS.. wahaha.. i got 64.. for the test i dunno hw to do.. yeah!!.. though realli not tat good lahx.. but okie lahx.. expect lik onli 45-50 onli.. so tat's still okie.. heex.. strive harder man.. i can do it.. sianx.. stupid guy in tis klz juz so damn irritating.. arg* okie lahx.. since today quite good mood den forget it.. wahaha.. going crazy.. lalala~

2005-06-29T21:48:00.000-07:00

haix.. sch sux.. really sux.. klz tis guy so damn irritating.. spoils my days in sch.. shag.. lamer stupid imitation.. haix.. argh.. anyway.., feel so lonely tis few days.. i having major attitude prob tis few days.. feel lik finding sumone to pour my prob to.. but found lik no one cares.. no one listen.. so.. to hell wif everythin.. hate it tis way.. hate luv hate life too.. juz hate hate hate all the way.. sianx..

2005-06-23T20:25:00.000-07:00

wa.. stupid it test.. tink juz pass.. shit.. haix.. sianx.. y liddat.. nw btc.. yang yang showing us diff types of tiles and everything.. omg.. so many ting.. see today test liddat so scary.. other test shld b more diff bahx.. ah yo.. headach.. so many many projects to do.. *argh*.. lik every btc period oso update my blog.. wahaha.. stupid.. so damn sianx.. nv stop tinking of u.. nv did.. even the last breathe u will still be in my mind.. nv leaves.. ah ya.. so stupid.. mayb need to search for ppl who can make me forget him.. but still searchin.. wahaha.. hope to find soon bahx.. if not he's gona haunt me for life.. hmmm..~ ('_'!!)

2005-06-22T09:58:00.000-07:00

love nv dies.. lol.. listening to tat song nw.. hmm.. nice song.. wahaha.. u'll olwaes b e one for me.. i juz wanna tell u i love u.. no one can love u lik i do.. [09/03/03] okie.. stop.. dun wanna tok abt tis le.. yew oso dun wan me.. say so much oso useless.. anyway.. nw in sch.. morning 9.54am.. early wor.. wahaha.. so sianx.. decided to blog.. hmm.. today morning msv lecture.. bored si le.. tink dun eat too much.. ltr fat fat again.. i wanna train back my figure.. get back wat i used to hav.. includes u.. hav confidence to get back figure but no confidence to get u back.. i can work hard to get figure.. but no matter hw hard i work.. i cant get u back.. the feeling u hav for me is gone.. ~sad~

2005-06-20T04:52:00.000-07:00

sianx.. nw at home.. so guai rite.. lol.. got so much of work to be done.. so many projects to b due.. so fan.. so sianx. so tired but cant slp.. hmmm.. life sux man.. really dun feel lik studying le.. it's lik kinda going to flunk everything.. shit* lol.. hav been days.. tink going crazy soon le bahx.. wahaha.. haix.. i wish for a fairy land where the word 'unhappy' dun exist.. can i..? without u.. without fren.. haix.. i dun mind no frenz.. but not u.. my longest and greatest memories.. [09/03/03] u no longer love me..

2005-06-19T19:36:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. not bad.. nw at home after tat ymca tingy.. really cant tink of a place to go.. nobody to meet.. such a lonely world.. guess i'm alone again.. anyway.. todaes father's day.. happy father day dad.. no matter where u are.. hw much i might seem to hate u.. juz wanna tell u a happy father day.. mama lik so kinda sad knowin today's father day.. so.. tink acc her better.. yupx.. it's been yrs.. u r gone.. and i tink u r gone for good.. coz no matter wat i say or do.. we'll nv b together lik b4.. rite..? though i still hopin, wishin u will return.. but u nv would.. will u? hate it tis way.. haix..

2005-06-19T11:37:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. good morning.. cant get back to slp le.. going ymca for an overseas interaction kinda tingy.. so bored now wor.. hp keeps ringing.. wa.. fan arhx.. i so depressed.. haix.. wishing sumone will b there to care for me.. sigh*.. wanna b independent so no matter hu leaves or even nobody cares.. i will b strong.. i will nv cry.. nv sad..

2005-06-17T11:28:00.000-07:00

haha~.. nw btc tutorial.. so sianx.. dunno wat e hell he tokin abt.. hmm.. tis few days lik havin damn lots of stress.. projects coming up lik mad.. and stupid deadlines was lik due in 2 days tym.. *shit* ah yo.. headach.. sense margain cumin back le.. haix.. besides sch.. nw lik feeling so down after sch.. perhaps in sch it's a mask bahx.. i cant expect to show my outside burden to my classmates.. hmmm.. sistahx kinda further from me.. no frenz.. no one to meet after sch.. lol.. so sad.. lik i'm back to the past.. the past where nobody cares.. nobody bothers.. hate tis feeling.. but i'm alone again.. wahaha.. ALONE AGAIN!!!! tot i wld bide lone good bye.. nv expect.. i'm there again.. so juz be it..

2005-06-14T13:45:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. nw in sch.. to ppl out there.. halo.. i started sch lik 3 weeks ago le.. yeah.. so sch didnt really feel tat good.. 1stly.., no yandaos.. secondly.., hav a sudden amt of pressure on me again.. haven felt lik tat for 6 mths le bahx.. hmmm.. nw sch start.. everything is lik so sianx.. sch ends late.. dun feel lik going out at all.. but dun go out oso sianx.. haix.. so contridicting.. ah yo.. anyway.., lambo spotted in sch.. yellow..!! wow!! my fav car wif the perfect colour.. my dream car(i can onli dream of) in sch.. owner named bobby.. dunno hw he look lik.. but curious.. wish me luck..! wahahaha..~ end here gotta go for class le.. tata..

2005-04-09T23:19:00.000-07:00

sianz.. nthing to do so decided to blog up abit.. if not lik beri empty liddat.. hmmm.. today sat.. work full day.. hmm.. so tired.. water so cold.. woot.. lolx.. whole day in sg sports sch.. $$ really hard to earn wor.. muz jia you..! if not no $$ to buy wo xi xuan de tingy.. boo~ so tired.. but cannot orh orh lehx.. dunno y.. got shi mian zhen.. hmm.. dunno y.. but feel tis few days beri pMs lehx.. beri short tempered..!! argh!! omg.. sianx.. dun hav ppl shower love on me.. lolx.. hmm.. i still miz euu.. but it's useless.. really.. 2 yrs le.. tink it's really over.. our story had ended..[09/03/03] start a brand new life!! can i? we'll see.........

2005-04-07T21:40:00.000-07:00

hmm.. finally get da template done up abit.. tis blog had been refreshed.. lolx.. hmm.. gg to work le.. so boring!! hmm.. nvm.. jia you..! ytd elvi got the appeal results le.. haix! but i haven got yet.. so sad..! really starting to tink wat if i dun hav sch.. hmm.. nvm lahx.. life still has to go on.. tata.. go pong pong den work le..